I have been trying to write a complete post since forever.  I would start, get interrupted, and quit.  So far, I haven’t been able to go back and find my place within the little bit I did get typed.  The first post was bitching about my stupid brother-in-law being over all the time again, but by the time I was able to get back to it, my anger had lessened.  The intensity had been lost.  In other words, I got excuses.  But I’m working on it.

     I think the whole point of me starting a blog was to express.  I wanted to talk about my life and the problems I inevitably face everyday.  I wanted to share some my thoughts.  Mostly, I didn’t want to feel so shy.  So far, I haven’t accomplished much.  I’ve been lazy and forgetful.  Now, I see.  I am obviously not expressing anything when I’m not writing, so what the hell am I doing?